While my kids were playing indoor soccer last week I zipped into the library to pick up some books I had on hold. I took my arm full of reading materials to the check out counter. Ahead of me in line was an older lady who was leaning over the counter asking “Where can I find books about the playing the ukulele?”
The librarian proceeded to tell this lady about The Complete Idiot’s Guide to Playing the Ukulele . An interested older gentleman who was busy listening to this conversation (just like I was) asked the lady “What makes you interested in playing the Ukulele?
Her reply fascinated me. “I was on a cruise and I heard someone playing and I just loved the sound.”
I have no idea what sort of self doubting she had to battle to walk into the library and ask for help. I don’t know if she had to convince herself more than once that she could learn to make this joyful noise. But I am quite sure she didn’t anticipate that she would be teaching me, a mid-thirties, homeschooling mom of 4, with all sorts of feelings about living life to the fullest, a lesson that day.
It is never too late to learn something new. In fact probably the only person who thinks you are too ______ (old, uncoordinated, weak, messy) is you.
I know I’m not the only one who struggles with “I’m not enough” syndrome. I also battle it’s bitchy sister “I’m too much” syndrome.
But this lady at the library did not make any excuses for the learning she wanted to do. There was no “I probably won’t understand the instructions but I bought a ukulele and if I don’t try then I’ve wasted my money. Nobody will want to listen to me play anyway.” There was not a hint of Eeyore in her demeanor.
She boldly said “I need something very basic because I am a beginner.” How brave is that to admit to a total stranger and some nosy eavesdroppers that she is a beginner! Trying something new!
Holy smokes people I am inspired!
I am a recovering excuse maker. In the past I have blamed my inaction on having four kids, a cluttered house, being in my mid 30’s, living out of town, failing at something before so I don’t want to try again and many other things
I don’t want to let these things that I know I am able to work around or embrace and work with dictate what I do and don’t do with my life.
I have a 100 dreams list and honestly I have ignored the list for months, but when I looked back on it not too long ago I saw that I could actually check off some of the things on there. And I have plans in the works for some of the other things.
It must be true that there is a little bit of magic in writing things down.
Thanks lady at the library for unknowingly motivating me to go back to my 100 dreams. I’m ready to create a new list with some things from my old list transferred over.
Sparks are flying in my brain with big and small ideas of what I want to do and the areas of my life that I want to make changes and be brave in.
I will be sending out a printable in the newsletter on Wednesday to help us all make our lists and start or restart dreaming again.
Leave me a comment and tell me what are some of the things that will go on your 100 dreams list?